Holy Crap! It's A ROLLER-Coaster!

Alright so my depression has been going up and down and pretty much on and off for the last.. month(?)

i mean it gets annoying and i wish i could just be happy but schools fucking over baby! even though i might have to re-take Bio.. i dont give a shit! im gonna be a fucking Junior!
yay me!
plus i really dont need Biology for my job anyway.. i wanna be a chef so i dont need to know that shit

..anyway..
summer started on Wednesday and ive been having some fun, im planning on hanging out with my friends a lot since i missed out on the fun last summer cause of the fact that i had to go to Portugal
im not going this year though.. my dad and my sister are.. so itll only be my mom and i DDDD
yayerz!

..i seriously can not wait til im 18, im getting out of NJ and going somewhere fun! or at least im getting the hell outta my house, i cant stand it anymore! my dads been bitching non-stop... hes such a woman! xD no offense!

..i hope my depression will cure itself soon, hopefully sooner rather than later.. but i need to start writing Love Til Death again! ill be posting a lot of chapters over the summer whenever i have free time!
ill also be posting something i wrote today.. i was kinda going through this weird mood and i thought up an idea for a little writing, so ill post that up hopefully tomorrow... or whenever my fat ass decides to get on the computer..

i gotta go to the airport tomorrow so its gonna be a long day! byyyyye